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Salut man! Mysterious the unknown, I wish to look, as you are interested in searches and to begin acquaintance with new and good the girl? My name Valentina. I wish to believe, that I to you like on a photo. I in searches someone with whom my life to change to the best. I very much interesting, opened and positive the girl. But I still one and I very much have got tired from it. So I have addressed in agency of acquaintances and have written to you the letter. Actually, I in searches adequate the man for serious relations and a combination marriage in the future. My main objective - to meet love. I very much hope, that you this man. I will be glad if we find our common interests, and our acquaintance - the most great moment in our future. Now I do not know, as is strong you you are interested in continuation our conversation, therefore in more details I will let know about myself in the following letter.

If you are interested Please write ONLY to my private mail box: Love_Forever_2020_@hotmail.com

With impatience I wait your letter with big impatience. Bye, Valentinchika.
Hello !

Forgive me to answer your letter late. . But your letter There was in
a basket (spam). I do not know, why it has occurred. Perhaps, These
are some an error... Probably, my filter of e-mail It is adjusted
incorrectly. Now all is normal. I have added your address to «To good
mail», the list. And we can easy continue To communicate... If you
want? I think, that you wish me to learn. If You did not want me the
nobility, you would not write to me. Correctly?

I am glad, that you have written to me. I hope, that in the future we
will be very much Good friends, and we can also many other
things...... A little I will tell about myself. My name is -
Valentina. To me of 29 years. . I live in Russia, in the city of
Bratsk if it is interesting to you, you can look in Google
pictures of my city. It is very beautiful city. I do not know what to
tell In my first letter, because I the beginner in this business. It
something New and unusual to me. I hope, you are not too strict to
mine To errors. English is not my native language, but I consider,
that I know it well.


I have found your e-mail, through dating agency "Lazurite". Why I
write to you and at once I give this information. The answer is
simple. That further there were no questions in our communications. On
it I will write to you fairly. "I do not know, how agency have found
your address". I have given to dating agency of a few money and the
information. After the done operation. Agency to me has given yours
email. Here so I have found you. Today I will not write much. It is
simply interesting to me to learn your thoughts On this question. I
wish to know, what you search on this site???? Serious relations or
simple flirtation? I hope, you the serious person. After all that site
serves only for search of serious partners. I Wished to learn you.
Tell to me something about itself..... Also ask that You wish to learn
about me? I hope, you have not got tired to read my letter.....

I will send you some of my photos. I hope, you also will send
To me the photo.

Your new friend Valentina.
Hello Thomas!

Forgive me to answer your letter late. . But your letter There was in
a basket (spam). I do not know, why it has occurred. Perhaps, These
are some an error... Probably, my filter of e-mail It is adjusted
incorrectly. Now all is normal. I have added your address to «To good
mail», the list. And we can easy continue To communicate... If you
want? I think, that you wish me to learn. If You did not want me the
nobility, you would not write to me. Correctly?

I am glad, that you have written to me. I hope, that in the future we
will be very much Good friends, and we can also many other
things...... A little I will tell about myself. My name is -
Valentina. To me of 29 years. . I live in Russia, in the city of
Bratsk if it is interesting to you, you can look in Google
pictures of my city. It is very beautiful city. I do not know what to
tell In my first letter, because I the beginner in this business. It
something New and unusual to me. I hope, you are not too strict to
mine To errors. English is not my native language, but I consider,
that I know it well.


I have found your e-mail, through dating agency "Lazurite". Why I
write to you and at once I give this information. The answer is
simple. That further there were no questions in our communications. On
it I will write to you fairly. "I do not know, how agency have found
your address". I have given to dating agency of a few money and the
information. After the done operation. Agency to me has given yours
email. Here so I have found you. Today I will not write much. It is
simply interesting to me to learn your thoughts On this question. I
wish to know, what you search on this site???? Serious relations or
simple flirtation? I hope, you the serious person. After all that site
serves only for search of serious partners. I Wished to learn you.
Tell to me something about itself..... Also ask that You wish to learn
about me? I hope, you have not got tired to read my letter.....

I will send you some of my photos. I hope, you also will send
To me the photo.

Your new friend Valentina.
I really wanted to see your letter, but it wasn’t why you couldn’t
spend a lot of your time to write me a letter? I really wanted to see
your letter. Tell me how are you ? What has changed in your life?
What s new in her? I will look forward to hearing from you. Yours
Valentina
Hello Thomas!

Today I have a letter from you !!! I think we know each other now?
Gikhihihih ... I am glad that we can continue our dialogue. To me
Very pleased that you took the time and wrote me your
answer. You know, I was interested to read your letter. I
Absolutely almost do not know you, but today during the day I was thinking about
you. "I thought that you would answer me or not answer me?" Uraaaa. "Clear
your answer! Now I feel better. Now I know that you have a serious
Intentions. I had a little dating experience on this site.
The Internet. I will open and confess that I tried to write to you
several men. But it was unsuccessful .... One man wanted only sex.
Another wanted to see my erotic photos. Of course, I stopped at
Once a dialogue with them to the point - that my intentions are serious. Now i
Know that you are a serious man. Now I know that you have a desire
communicate with me This is very good !!! I will be happy to
Tell me about yourself ... I do not think you need to hurry. I
I think that you need to go slow, but the right steps. Really? You do
I should not hesitate. I m a simple girl. Ok now i ll say
you about me directly. My name is Valentina. My age is 29 years old. my
birthday is May 28th. I was born in 1989. My height -
168 cm. My weight is 47 kg. I live in Bratsk.
Bratsk is a lot of a beautiful city. I work art
the director of the restaurant of my city, the restaurant named "Ginza". I have
graduated from university. My education will consist of 3 levels: school,
college, university. I studied for 18 years. All 18 years I have
Also studied English. I graduated from university at the age of
25. I have my own house with a small garden. I am very
love to grow flowers. My garden is very beautiful
and nice. I live alone in a house, I don’t have
children or young man (man). I am very happy and grateful
that you replied to my letter because I am determined to get
met through the Internet. And it was a miracle for me when you
wrote me a letter. I do not have a personal computer, but I can
I am writing to you from my work computer. I use the Internet, only for my
Job. But I hope that we will write to each other all the time. I hope,
that you are interested in our dialogue. I hope you will soon
write me a letter. Sincerely.

For today I will finish my letter.

Valentina.
Hello my dear friend Thomas!

I so am glad, that you continue to write to me. How you today? I hope,
that all - are good. Today I also am happy Because I have a letter
from you. Now I work and I write the letter to you. In the last in the
letter I to you have not told about you about my family. I wish to
tell to you about it. My parents from Ukraine. I have been born in
Ukraine in the city of Bratsk. In my family there was very big
tragedy. It was very much for a long time. I remember this day very
well. I was 17 years old. It was usual morning. I gathered in school.
Mum and the daddy were engaged in morning affairs. Mum made a
breakfast. The daddy prepared for work. As usually mum, the daddy and
I were going to have breakfast behind one table. After all of us
gathered in the car and the daddy carried us. At first me brought to
school, then parents went for work to office. They worked together. I
studied all day long. We had additional lessons. Because of this
reason I studied till the evening. Every day from school I was taken
away by parents. That day parents have not taken away me from school.
Usually if parents did not take away me from school they were late on
work. It meant that they will be very much late at home. I as usually
was engaged in the affairs. Has prepared to attempt. Has made lessons.
It is easy to sleep. Has come following put, but the house was not
anybody. Early in the morning the call to a door was distributed. I
thought, that my parents called at a door, but there there was an
employee of police. It was presented and has set to me any questions
about parents. After these questions to me the employee of police that
has occurred has told. There was a failure. The drunk driver ran into
mine parents on full for the speed. In the given failure have suffered
all. My parents have died at once about losses of blood and various
crises of bones. I was in a shock. I have begun to cry at once and I
had a panic. I did not know what to do.... It was the big shock and
huge blow on me. Me the employee of police long tried to calm. After
at me there has passed a panic. The employee of police has started to
talk and ask me who is at you near relations. I have answered it, that
I have only a unique near relation from Russia my grandmother on a
mum s line. I have informed all grandmothers given mine. The employee
of police has called my grandmother and has informed on the given
tragedy. As I remember, the grandmother is very fast has arrived, as
has learnt about incident with my parents. All week as has occurred
incident to my parents, I ate and did not drink, I was in deep
depression. It is very strong blow for me was. As have buried mine
parents, the grandmother has taken away me to itself to live, to
Russia in the city of Volgodonsk. In a current half of year at me was
depressions, but I have found forces to leave depression. I have got
acquainted with my new friend Alena and Tatyana. We with my
grandmother, have lived very happy life, it brought up me one and has
spent all forces to grow up me. In 2006 my grandmother has died of
heart attack, it is very difficult to me to recollect also grief it. I
hope, which you understand, that memory of my parents Road for me.
After death of my parents I feel very lonely, because I I have neither
sisters, nor brothers. To be more exact, I do not have any The
relative. But I have friends. Alena and Tatyana. They Remarkable
girls. We can name each other sisters because we are friends more Than
10 years, and we help each other. I - assured absolotely, it If I ask,
that Alena and Tatyana has helped me they will never refuse. Our
friendship is very strong. One one year ago Tatyana has got married,
And her husband took it in its native city. We write letters Each
other very often, but it is a pity, that we cannot see The most part
from each other. I hope, you know now all about my family. I have many
hobbies. In the summer for entertainment I work in the small garden. I
Lift flowers. But as the hobby it is final flowers. Roses, orchids,
Tulips, aster and it - is a lot of others. But main a place in a The
garden has my favourite flowers, has lifted also an orchid. Hope You
can once see it. It is a pity, I can write more. I hope, it You will
answer my letter. I also hope, that you are interested to ours
Communication. I will tell to you more about my life in my ambassador
Letters. I think, that you are tolerant :)

Sincerely yours Valentina.
Hello Thomas!

How there has passed your day? At me There was a simple day. There
were few visitors. Likely all have been occupied by the Work. I am
very glad to see your answer. It was very interesting to me to read
yours The letter and to learn something new about you. I appreciate
your frankness. I I think, that if we always will write each other
thoughts and Fairly to answer questions only so we can construct the
good Dialogue and to go forward having left past cargo behind. You
agree? Now I would like to tell to you as I see the future relations.
Thomas, I would like that in the future we had normal relations. I I
do not wish to quarrel because of trifles. I do not wish to take away
your private life With friends or someone else... I do not wish to
interfere with yours To hobbies. You understand? I think, that if we
will make common cause, That in our family will be harmony and
understanding. You so do not think? Unless At the man and the woman
cannot be the general hobbies? I think that can! After all sense of a
married couple that they divide all for two. Truly? For example you
will erase clothes... I will iron it.... You will be To buy products
home. I will cook food... We will go in Cinema. In a word - to be
together both in pleasure... And in grief. I think, That it is
normal... If you do not agree, tell to me the opinion. Well, I m in a
good mood and I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to
different music. It depends on my mood My favourite groups - Nirvana,
AC/DC, Metallica, Rammstein. Yes, yes I love fate. My favourite colour
- red, white, black, blue My favourite flowers - tulips, Roses,
camomiles. My favourite singers - Victor Tsoy, Dan Balan is a lot of
them the list too big I am afraid you and 90 about these singers did
not hear. My favourite composer - Hans Zimmer (I consider as its great
composer). My favourite film - Titanic. . My health is the most
important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and
I always try to be in a good form. I do not smoke and do not take
alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I m proud of it.
Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it s possible to say so. I also
like to spend my free time gardening and gathering much rooms and
berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my
hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like
some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when
somebody lies and deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I m
not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking
alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days
(smile.) Thomas I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various
things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my
FRIEND. You agree? Friends always should know well each other.

Your Valentina...
Good day Thomas!!!!

I so am glad, that you continue to write to me. Today I a little Has
got tired on work and it was got tired prevents to express me my
thoughts. But all I will try to give you the normal answer.

Thanks that has answered my Thomas . I see that we have something The
general. I think that many people have one reason to search The
partner on the Internet? You so do not think? In my life was a little
The important histories, but most important of them is last relations.
Last relations with the man lasted almost 4 years, but unfortunately
we Have not come to good finish. Once I am simply tired, have
collected things and Has left!!! You will ask why? All is simple... I
have got tired To kindle its ice. I have got tired to warm our
relations only the Fire.

No!!! Right at the beginning all was good. We lived, as normal people.
Work, trips to parents, trips on the nature, campaigns in cinemas. But
after some years I have noticed, that in it already there is no that
fire, that Was earlier. Its feelings have cooled down. I tried to
rescue our relations. I Tried to communicate with it more. Tried to
surprise him on kitchen. I Gave it more spaces. I did everything, that
my forces, that at Us were really high-grade relations. I tried to
create all Conditions that he felt cosy in our house. But all it it
not Appreciated. The more I tried, the more strongly it kept away from
me. It Began to shout at me more and more. To reproach me. To put
forward claims. I I think, that he has simply ceased to love me and I
did not begin to suffer it.

After several years of loneliness I have decided to search to myself
new The companion. According to the advice of girlfriend Tatyana I
have decided to try gets acquainted With the man on the Internet. I
was ready to begin all with a blank leaf.

Thomas tell how you see the new relations? That would you want from
them? Certainly I will be glad if you tell to me your thoughts on it
To occasion... For today I finish the letter.

Goodbye, I will wait for your it........

Your Valentina...
Hi my dear Thomas!

Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that
you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I
enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my
friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it s easy
for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you
want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if
both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very
important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for
being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest
with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we
can.

I would like to know you better from inside, Thomas, because you seem
very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities
do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty,
faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important
in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the
main role. That s why I think that 100 trust should be between man and
woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other,
share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should
try to find a solvation together. What do you think, Thomas? What is your
opinion?

You know, Thomas, I think that age is very important in the
relationships. I think that the man should be older than the woman. As
for me I prefer my future husband to be older than I am. Older men
know how to treat the girl right, they know what the girl wants. It’s
much more interesting to talk to them. And there is one more thing. I
am looking for the serious relationships and guys of my age they
normally want just to have fun, they don’t have any serious
intentions, they don’t think about future. I don’t like it. I am not
against fun, of course, every person needs rest, but not all the time.
You probably understand me. What do you think am I right, Thomas? My dear
Thomas, please, tell me more about you. What are your goals and dreams?
What are you looking for? And what are your intentions? It will be
very interesting for me to know. If it s not hard, please, answer
these questions for me. And feel free to ask me anything, I ll answer
you with great pleasure.

I will be looking forward to your letter!!!!

Sincerely, Valentina...
Hi my dear Thomas!!

Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care.
You are so sweet to me , it is so pleasant for me to read your
letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me , it
makes me feel very good. That s a great feeling, I am thanking God
that you are in my life. Even though we are far from each other in
reality , in my dreams we are together , we are walking together at
some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm
words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me , I need
to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn t
even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that
you are, Thomas.

You know, Thomas, I don t think that the outside beauty is the most
important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most
beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be
other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real
beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should
be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don t you agree with me,Thomas?

Thomas, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is
interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and
more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything
about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around,
many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we
are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special
one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I
can talk to you on any topic, it s very easy for me, it seems like I
know you for a long time.

I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and
woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with
serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a
little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence.
I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to
talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated
person. I hope that some time we are going to meet.

It is a pity, that between us there is a distance and we cannot will
meet in any cafe. But ahead there is a lot of time. Probably in the
future it will occur??? Thomas how you think? I wish to tell to you one
thing. Today, I became the witness of how the man abused the woman. It
was not pleasant to me. It were visitors of my work. The man shouted
at the woman at all on eyes. I think, that it is humiliating. I was
born in a simple working family and I do not remember a case when my
parents swore at me on eyes. Certainly my parents had disagreements. I
think, that it happens at everything, but my parents solved such
questions without shouts and without hysterics. They simply left in a
separate room and there easy solved the problems. I think, that it is
a good example. Thomas , you think also? I think, that conflicts can be
solved without shouts and certainly it is necessary to do it not at
all on eyes. I want that in my future relations there was no that I
saw in the afternoon. As my mum spoke: "the life is short to swear". I
think that mum was right.

OK, Thomas , I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having
a great day!

I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we ve met! This
thought makes me smile :)

Hope to hear from you soon!

With hugs, Valentina...
Hi my Thomas !!!!

Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as
usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me
smile :) I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you,
Thomas. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person
which to worry about me. You know, Thomas, I need to tell you
something. I think that friendship is very important in the
relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion
and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together
need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what
I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I
would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul
mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two
people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think,
Thomas?

When I am reading your letters, Thomas, I feel that you are honest and
sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give
you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a
true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me
and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think
that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my
tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want
the most from life, Thomas? Please, tell me. It will be very
interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about.

You know, Thomas, I need to tell you something. I have never thought
before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody
special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this
happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a
long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say
that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life
position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should
know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen,
understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my
letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply, Thomas!!!

I am thinking about you!!! :)

With tender hugs and kisses

Valentina...
Hello my Thomas!!

I m very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more
and more often. They make me happy. I want to tell you about my good
news. Thomas I will soon have 40 days of holidays. I will have holidays.
Hope you are happy for me. Yesterday I at me had a difficult day.
There were many clients and consequently were a lot of work. I so have
got tired.... After work I have gone home. You know that with me
happens? On the way home I have met girlfriend Tatyana by which
council I it has appeared on that Site, also has met you... Remember I
told to you about it in the beginning of our acquaintance?

I was so is happy to our meeting. It too. We did not see for a long
time... We have made decision to move in Japanese cuisine restaurant,
that To note our meeting and to talk about a life. You like a Japanese
cuisine? We have ordered to ourselves beaters and green tea. I have
noticed that it has strongly changed. It was very happy, it had a fine
mood. I have asked it in what the reason of its good mood?

She has told to me, that she has met the man from other country. Their
history is similar to ours. But difference that she has met him on the
work. It works as the translator of English language in a civil
engineering firm... They communicated also as we. You represent!!!

I was so is glad for it. She has told to me, that she visited recently
it. That will get acquainted more close with it, to learn its culture,
the country. To see as it lives. She told this all so emotionally,
that I could not stop it. =)))

Ohhh... To me so it is pleasant, that it has found the happiness...
Thomas , I think that we can follow an example. You so do not think? It
once again proves, that for creation of the relation there are no
borders... The Distance it is simple figures... You agree?

Thomas , we communicate with you not the first day. You very much like
me. I have noticed that we have something the general. What do you
think? Thomas , I very much hope that between us there will be something
serious and once we as will organise our meeting. You agree?

Now I will finish my letter... I wish you all good... Valentina...
Hello my dear Thomas!!!

What do you do when come home? That I do the first, when I come for
work I check mail. Whether I look there is there a letter when I
receive your letter at me is cheered up. I am am overflowed with
positive emotions, I smile. How you react to my letters? You rejoice?
You are happy?

Today I had any not a usual day. I had a strange feeling. I not when
did not test such feeling. Something occurs to me. At the sight of
your letter, my head is disconnected also I think only of you. My
pulse becomes frequent also my heart starts to fight more strongly.
When I see your photo, I represent as I embrace, I nestle on you. I
feel your heat. But it only my thoughts.

I think as to appear with you nearby and to see you the eyes at least
for one instant. But I do not know as me it to make. After all I do
not have wings, and I cannot arrive to you to give you the kiss. I so
am happy that have met you.

Thomas, I feel as my life and this feeling varies goes from my
heart. I began to give more than time to the beauty. To spend more
time before a mirror. I it do all for the sake of you. I seem to me is
enamoured in you. But I still completely am not assured of it.

We any more are familiar the first day with you. And for myself I have
already drawn some conclusions. I have understood that you sensitive,
sincere, reliable. I like these qualities which I has found out in
you. They draw me to you. But so it is a pity to me, that between us
of thousand kilometres....

Thomas, you have similar feelings? Tell to me, open to me the
heart. In your life there are any changes after our meeting? In my
head now only one thoughts and these thoughts on you.

You have given me a new life. Has filled my heart with happiness and
love. Probably it is destiny? I send you my photos.

I hope you you will tell about the feelings to me. I wish to know. You
will tell?

Whole also I embrace, yours Valentina.
Hi my dear Thomas!!!

How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was
very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am
thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me.

Thomas, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out
of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my
bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be
waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you
wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the
same for you. You know, Thomas , I liked that thought :) Who knows, may
be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like
that, hun? OK, my dear, I am finishing my letter and I will be looking
forward to your reply!!!

I miss you!

With sweet thoughts about you, Valentina...
Hi my honey Thomas!!!

I was very pleased to read your Answer.. I m glad that you carefully
read my last letter. How was your day? You know, today I again thought
a lot about our communication . about my last letter. Thomas, have you
noticed that lately we are talking about serious things? I have
noticed that. Thomas, sometimes it seems to me that we have known each
other for a long time. I myself did not notice how you got into my
life . I without any doubts tell you everything . You won my trust.
This is a great success .

Usually I have not talked to anyone so frankly about life . But with
you I did it. What could this mean? I think that between us there was
some invisible thread that unites us through the distance . I do not
know how to explain .

I think that fate gave us a chance. We must use . You will ask what
chance? And what use? It s just . Chance - to be happy and not to be
alone . I think we should use it and we need a real meeting. You can
write thousands of letters, but do not recognize a person ... But you
can meet, talk . look at each other s eyes . so to speak, check
compatibility . Do you understand me?

I do not know how to tell you, but a light burned inside me. He
constantly warms up the desire for a real meeting. I think that it s
time for us to move from words to action. Do not be frightened of my
proposal . I m not going to take all the suitcases and stay with you.
Do you understand? We are reasonable people and both understand that
we need a simple meeting . We need to stay together for a while and
then make further decisions. I agree?

Thomas, I hope that you will carefully read my letter . All you think
over and tell me your answer on this matter. I will wait for your
answer with great excitement. Already now I feel how loud my heart is
beating . :) I send you a kiss . Your Valentina...
Hello my wonderful Thomas !!!

I am very glad to see your letter. I Fell asleep and woke with great
excitement in my chest. I did not know how you would react to my
question about our meeting. Thoughts about this did not bother me.
Today, all my thoughts only about this. I waited with great excitement
at the moment when I could check my mail. In my head, there were
thoughts: "You wrote to me .... or did not write." Now that I see your
letter, I did so: fffuuuuuuuuu .....

Thomas, so glad. You agreed to meet me !!! Uuuuhhhhh .... I m just
incredibly happy with everything that s happening. I feel like the
happiest girl in the world. Now that I know that you have the will to
meet me, I feel even more confident in myself. My female intuition
tells me that everything will be fine. I m overwhelmed with emotions
of excitement and joy. Joy because we will be together .... the
excitement because this will be our first meeting. The first meeting
will help us understand what our feelings are capable of and whether
we are compatible with you. After the first meeting, we will plan our
further actions. I think that you will agree with my thoughts. If you
think otherwise, then tell me about it? Now I think that we need to
discuss the date of our meeting with you. Tell me, when would you like
me to come to you? For example, I will soon have a vacation. Soon my
guide will post a schedule of holidays and then I will know the
specific date of my vacation. They will last for 40 days. I think that
this time will be enough for the first meeting. During this time, we
will be able to somehow check our feelings and our compatibility. I
hope that you agree with my thoughts ??

Thomas, very much I value you and I will do everything for our love to
gain speed at the maximum! I hope that you will understand everything
that I want to tell you in this letter. On this note I want to finish
my letter. With great excitement and crossed fingers, I will wait for
your letter.

Your Valentina.
Hello my gentle Thomas!!!

You do not represent, as I am glad to see your letter. Today all the
day long I did not find to myself a place... I was disseminated... And
how you think why? All is simple. You do not leave my head. All my
thoughts are occupied by ours with you a meeting. I scroll them in a
head of thousand times and each time I test a lot of excitement. With
the big excitement I waited for the moment when I will open my mail
and I will see your letter.

The darling, I first about what think waking up every morning, It
you!!! My dear, the last about what I think, falling asleep every
night is you. You in each my thought, in each movement and breath.
With each new day my feelings to you become more and more strong. You
have changed my life. Thomas, I so am glad, that you have written to
me, and have stated the thoughts concerning our meeting. I think day
of our first meeting remains in our memory for all life. It will be
the most good day in my life.

I feel, that every day our meeting becomes closer. Today there was
already a first precondition to it. In the morning I have come for
work, I have gone to a bulletin board and have seen there the schedule
of holidays. Today I have learnt an exact date started of my vacation.
My vacation will begin with will begin in weeks. At us in a stock is
couple of weeks. I think that for this time I will have time to
prepare my documents for travel.

Thomas, I will not shelve all. If tomorrow after work I have time, I
descend in travel agency and I receive all particulars for travel to
you. Certainly I will keep you informed all affairs. Uhhhhhhhh........
As though I would like to accelerate time and to be with you as soon
as possible.

On this note I wish to finish the letter. For ever yours Valentina .
Dear mine Thomas!!!

Today I went in travel agency and again have learned, that it to be
necessary for me for arrival in your country. People have convinced me
of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I Has
asked them once again, how much it would cost for me to make visa.
They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost
me 30 usd. This money will not be returned even if the application is
rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is the Embassy. I ll
to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Bratsk in
Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months.
I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me
to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full
Package of Service (FPS.) FPS includes additional payments for a
category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview
with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all
the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without
excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a
long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only
right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid
such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I
have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment
documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait.
I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you ll be
glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we ll spend some weeks together
Or even can all life. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready
on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only
near to me.. I m immensely happy when I m thinking about the
opportunity. I ll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do
too quickly, probably you suppose it s too earty everything us to meet
each other. But I cannot wait for ages, I m happy now at present time.
Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it s
important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon
I ll leave the work and I ll be able to spend my vacation with you,
Thomas. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you.
It s a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other.
I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you do not
think that I m too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some
time with you. I suppose you have not changed your attitude towards me
after this letter. I m looking forward to seeing to calm down my
heart. Please tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to
face me? I hope you ll!!!

Your Valentina.
Hi my dear Thomas!

I talked to Masha about you Thomas for a long time yesterday in the
evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Masha supported me in
my desire. She said that I could t miss a chanse to see you. Masha is
very glad that I ve got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy.
I hope, Thomas, that one day you and Masha will be friends. I believe
that Masha ll be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you
before sleeping. I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen
Full Package of Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like
to speed up process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not
think your feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong
feelings. I not hesitating can tell that I love you. For me a great
honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as you....
Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency. For me
days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of
expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster..I think
about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then,
when we ll fase. Thomas, you know I have a flower Herbicin at home.
It s very beautiful, and it needs much care. Now I call it Thomas. I
hope you are not againstof it. Every morning I say to it "Good
morning, Thomas". It s pity that it can t speak to me. It s very
interesting how long would we be able to talk when we met for the
first time. What do you think of it? It seems to me that I want to
tell you much and it will take me several days to tell all about
myself.But I m shy and can be confused when I ll meet you for the
first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that is why we
will be able to speak of what we want. I saw a plane not long ago. And
I thought that these "Iron birds" allow to meet million peaple who are
happy to see each other every day (for example Thomas and I). But when
I think about my future flight on board the blane I can t forget last
catastropher of two planes. These incidents were in September. It was
terrible to see grief and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now
our government is sure that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe
that guilty people were severely punished. They have no right to
prevent peaceful people from living. I hate terrorism and violence!
You should know that fear of terrorists will never stop me. I ll be
able to fly on board the plane and to be afraid of nothing. In my
childnood I was flyining by plane. But people sai that flights are if
it s true. I heard that passangers are very well served during the
flight. I m interested to see it. Sorry, but now I don t know exact
date when I can arrive to you. But I shall necessarily inform when I
can. Hope you can patiently wait? I m ready to give much to know
precisely when I can see you.

Your love Valentina.
Dear my Thomas !!!!

Thanks you for your letters, is very pleasant for me, that you have
appeared in my life. You became dear to my heart. I any more do not
see the life without you. Yesterday I went on film. "THE GREAT
GATSBY". You looked this film? I have not absolutely understood sense
of it cinema because thought absolutely about the friend. I all the
day think of our meeting. I cannot more about anything think. I am
glad that you approve my act. It is difficult for me . Therefore I
always wait for your approval. After your approval I receive moral
simplification. I have paid for promptness because I want to be with
you as soon as possible. I had this feeling long before our
conversation on a meeting. After I have sped up this process, I began
to experience. It seemed to me, that you can count me as the impudent
woman. I experienced that . Now I every day go to travel agency and I
try to find out I skin the information concerning readiness of my
documents. Today to me have told that probably tomorrow the day after
tomorrow me will cause silt on interview in embassy. I was very glad
to receive such information. Now day for me lasts as a month as I
think all about our long-awaited meetings. I finish the my dear
letter.

With love Valentina.
Hello my honey Thomas !!!

Dear Thomas , I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my
letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time. I have just
left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good news at once.
Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I should leave to
Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment the whole
eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier than I
thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have paid
for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of great
importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day after
tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival in
your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of
the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my
trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to
native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your
country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to
Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the
ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary
documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket
before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is
possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have
told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong. Dear, I
was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I believe that
next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this? I think that
you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall go to collect
things home. I want, that you have sent me your full home address ,
the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone number. I
shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope to receive
from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement.

Your love Valentina...
Hi my dear Thomas !!!!

Dear Thomas , I was glad to receive your letter. Thanks you for all
given information. Today I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired,
and could not write to you is a lot. Dear, I informed you some times
that cause me to Moscow on interview Now I near Germany Embassy the in
internet-cafe. I write to you the letter and I worry. I think, that my
destiny tomorrow is solved. Hope to me give the visa and I can meet
you. It will be the greatest day in my life!! It s a pity, that I
cannot write for a long time. Because I am very strongly tired. I
hope, that I can soon write to you about results of visit to Bratsk
Embassy . If I cannot write from Moscow I shall write from Bratsk.

With love yours and only yours Valentina.
Hi my dearest Thomas!

I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I m so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time . But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person. Thomas, I want to tell to you about the
commission in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I
shall already write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Bratsk
most likely tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa.
Because I tried for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I
never thought that the commission will ask such unusual questions.
They asked about my sexual life, they asked about children, about
work, about patriotism, about my attitude to Germany, about my
conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in
Germany, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life
in detail. I spoke about verything fairly how it s really. To me have
told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don t
answer such questions so directly and openly. They haven t got used to
hear such answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful
answers is much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and
reason. Children from the orphanages also have made the big impression
and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that
I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. Now I
should wait the decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within
the next few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about
it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your
country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the
start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse
than the death" I can t concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I
can t work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in
several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come
true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help
me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we ll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We ll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It s impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It s necessary to go to the dream. It s
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don t sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it s only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you
Thomas!!!

With tenderness your Valentina.
Hello my love Thomas !!!

Dear Thomas , I have received your electronic letter . I was very glad
to read him . Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of
confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much
has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I
began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only
existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the
best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends,
even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask
the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy....
>From road I am very tired. I as have reached a house and have gone to
bed. I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I
still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important
affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody
did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I
experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give
up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are
vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor
I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told,
that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days
representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause
me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home
with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is
necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to
receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow
does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be
bought in Izhevsk from representatives of travel agency. To take off I
should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy
and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off
from the Izhevsk airport but for this purpose to me some days in
Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow
not city familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to
me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely
convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told
him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me.
Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think
that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after
tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the
visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to
buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a
start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for
reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you for !! 27 Or 28
May . I shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better
lead these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen
circumstances. Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need
to prepare much for all for the period of the absence. I love you and
I want to be only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new
day .

Your love Valentina.
Hi my dear Thomas !!!

Loved my visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall
redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall
buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel
agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For
arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how
it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as
well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it
helps. I guess that s how I ve been able to get along all this time
without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study,
with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some
times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music,
or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times
that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little
I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that
it s not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting
hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that
possible.

On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to
think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible
results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned
that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go
wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like
others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious
as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is
to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of
thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person
on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn t exist,
I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to
live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one
can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so
much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it
and make it come true.

So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a
relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It s not
easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first
we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I
think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make
the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about,
a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it
takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have
a family. I know that these are subjects that can t be decided or
solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how
well we get along.

There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we
will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have
shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something
great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every
day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient
and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses, Yours

Valentina...
Hi, why did you stop writing to me? I really waited for your answer, I
went to the Internet every day and waited for your letter, I am very
pleased to communicate with you. Tell me what will you do on the
weekend? How is your health ? How are you feeling ? What is your
weather, I’m interested to know more about you. I ll wait for a
response ! Your Valentina
Hello my love Thomas!!!!

I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them
how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket
to you I would be able to go to Hanover on 21 June, and how
much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 1139 euro. I
asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for
me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket
so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long
beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We
found the most suitable one. The flight is on 25 June. The ticket
costs 878 euro I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they
refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They
cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great
pleasure but they couldn t. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was
so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance Thomas, is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I d already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 878 euro. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 276 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Alena met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Alena. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 164 euro and I paid the part
of the ticket price 440 euro. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I m going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody s help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It s
just 438 euro. I must pay it till the 23 June Otherwise I will
loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see you.
And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop.

Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you
with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I m
ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the restaurant
director did not pay me the money I d earned. I really hoped to get
this money. But I ll get the money from the restaurant director in a
month or two. Because it s very typical for Russia to hold up the
payments of salary. I asked the restaurant director to give me my
money earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the restaurant director
does not have the money necessary for me. Our restaurant director
depends on the budget, it did not get money for a longtime. I think
it s because of the financial crisis and terrorist acts. I must say to
you that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to
pay the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should
not ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I
will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If
I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in vain. It s
terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I
could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horrible
if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that may be you have no
feelings to me and may be you re not interested in our meeting. I
understand that the sum of money is too big. I know it and that s why
it s more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time
any person can find himself in my conditions. I m an honest person.
I m ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult thing,
everything can happen. 390 usd which I have paid for the visa and 440
euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I m not
sorry for what I have done for our meeting.

In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. But
I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want
to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please send me
the money till the morning of 23 June Please forgive me my words.
I say so because I m in despair. Now when just one step can connect
us, I m afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help,
believe me, I m honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my
forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. My loneliness made me
strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always relied
on myself. I asked somebody to help me very seldom, but now I ask you
to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I m able.
Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my letter
you disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I m looking
forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send
data of my flight:

Domodedovo --- Hanover
14: 25--09: 45
27 Jun, Sat
Travel time 20h 20m
2 Transplants: 1h 35m and 13h
Flight LX1337 / 221

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14: 2526 Jun, Fri
Moscow - Domodedovo
17: 1026 Jun, Fri
Geneva - Geneve Cointrin
Flight: LX1337 221
Transplant: 1h 35m

2
18: 4526 Jun, Fri
Geneva - Geneve
19: 5526 Jun, Fri
Frankfurt - Frankfurt Intl
Flight: LH5767 221
Transplant: 13h

3
08: 5527 Jun, Sat
Frankfurt - Frankfurt Intl
09: 4527 Jun, Sat
Hanover - Hanover
Flight: LH48 Embraer 190






My love Thomas, Please understand my position and read attentively the
letter which I to you has written. I will wait for your letter. I love
you. Your love Valentina...
I lost hope our meeting, after your last letters. I had a great
apathy. I did not want write to you. I m long tried to find herself. I
had to shed a lot of tears, but now I began to recover and almost came
to terms with the fact that we are not We will meet and we will not be
together .... I found myself in a very difficult position. No one can
understand me and help me. I was ashamed to contact you for help, but
I had no other choice. You do not tried to understand me. I loved you
blind love. I started to do everything so that our meeting took place.
It was difficult for me to get a visa, passport, and others documents,
because everything was planned in a short time. For in order for the
trip to be within my power, I needed several months to save money. But
I understood that this is impossible because vacation is given only
once a year. I was limited in time. I had to do a lot during my
vacation. and I have managed to do it. I believed in our meeting and
tried to save on everything to overpower the financial burden. But I
couldn’t overpower so I turned to you. But what did you do when I went
to travel agency when I was getting my work earned I have money in
order to buy a ticket to your country when I went to Moscow for an
interview at the embassy when I suffered humiliation and pawned jewels
in a pawnshop ............ What did you do in it time ???????????? Did
you have a rest !!!!!!!! You were waiting for the results !!!!!!!! You
were waiting for my letters and good news !!!!!!!!! After that how
trouble happened to me, you started to fear for your finances !!!!!
You started thinking about my own well-being !!!!!!!!! You started
listen to strangers, their advice, not your own heart. I never doubted
you, I never thought of you badly. Notes showed himself all by his
attitude. It may even be better that ours the meeting will not take
place. Now I m starting to realize that I was a fool when I planned a
trip to you. I began to realize that I in vain fell in love with you.
I do not mind the money I spent. You didn t have the guts write me a
good letter. You got scared for some money. That s get married and
live with them. I will not humiliate myself and ask to help you. You
don’t even have to answer me this letter. All for me understandably .
Honey today I was at a travel agency. I explained everything to a
travel agent. I told the travel agent that my beloved man does not
trust me and asks me to make copies of my passport. My travel agent
asked me why I am doing this ??? If people love each other why should
they prove something. My travel agent said it’s very dangerous to send
your documents online. I said that I completely trust you, I love you!
I asked the travel agent to make copies of the documents. My travel
agent said that all my documents are now being processed. My travel
agent will accompany me during my departure. My travel agent said that
he would give me my documents a few hours before the flight. I said
that I really need copies of documents to prove to my beloved man.
Then my tourist looked what he could do. My travel agent found copies
of my passport. Dear I send you a copy of my documents as you
requested. Honey, I hope now you see how I trust you. Understand that
I love you. I can not imagine my life without you. I do everything in
my power to be with you. Dear I will wait for your help from you as
you said. Honey I love you. Soon you and I will be together. I will
wait for a letter from you. Write me all your thoughts.
Thomas today I was at a travel agency. I explained everything to a
travel agent. I told the travel agent that my beloved man does not
trust me and asks me to make copies of my passport. My travel agent
asked me why am I doing all this ??? If people love each other why
should they prove something. My travel agent said it’s very dangerous
to send your documents online. I said that I completely trust you, I
love you! I asked the travel agent to make copies of the documents. My
travel agent said that all my documents are now being processed. My
travel agent will accompany me during my departure. My travel agent
said that he would give me my documents a few hours before the flight.
I said that I really need copies of documents to prove to my beloved
man. Then my tourist looked what he could do. My travel agent found
copies of my passport. Thomas, I am sending you copies of my documents
as you requested. Honey, I hope now you see how I trust you.
Understand that I love you. I can not imagine my life without you. I
do everything in my power to be with you. Dear I will wait for your
help from you as you said. Honey I love you. Soon you and I will be
together. I will wait for a letter from you. Write me all your
thoughts.
I DON T LIKE LIE TO CHEAT, I WANT TO BE NEAR YOU! I LOVE YOU ! WHY YOU
CANNOT UNDERSTAND IT! YOU ARE VERY ROAD TO ME AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL
THE HEART, IF YOU DO IT, YOU WILL MAKE ME THE MOST HAPPY GIRL IN THE
LIGHT, AND I WILL MAKE YOU THE MOST HAPPY!
Thomas, if I could lend, why should I ask you for help ?! Dear ,very
sorry that you think is not about our love,but about money.You are
worried about their savings??Do you understand me, ?????I tried to use
all the options that we have.I consulted,and have complete information
about visiting your country.Do you understand?Darling,you must
understand that you need. I m tired of all this. I want certainty.I
want a particular decision.I also want to be sure YOU or when not to
throw me into trouble.I want to be sure that my men would choose not
to money,and ME !!!!!I need to make sure THAT ON THE WAY TO OUR LOVE
WILL NOT COST MONEY!!!Do you understand me??Please think about that
for you is important - money, or our relationships, our love. Please
do not invent non-existent options. I have considered all the
options.If you care about money, not our love,then I will understand
you.I hope you re not a greedy person, that you understand that love
is not for sale.I did not change when the love of money. If you help,
you never will regret it.I hope you now understand the whole
situation.I hope that we will not play with time.I hope that you will
be able to solve our problem.I look forward to your response.
I read your letter. For a long time I could not recover and write to
you, anything. My thoughts were confused. I did not expect to receive
from you such news. In Russia there is a saying: "Love and friendship
manifested in trouble. "You showed who you are. You have chosen the
easiest way to reason. You started to compare me with the bad people
with those who are tricked. I know what to criticize much easier than
helping. You did not delve into what I I had to go through what I had
to overcome. You did not think about the costs that I had. You did not
think that I did everything for us to be together, I gave the last
valuable things, for the sake of a niche meeting.

But when your help was needed, you compared me to people, who engage
in deception. I was shocked after reading your letter . Now I don’t
know what to do, how to be. I m wrong acted when she agreed to a step
towards our meeting. You needed go through all the bureaucracy that
stands in the way of meeting. Had you to experience all the costs that
are in the manufacture of documents , visas, tickets ... Then you
could understand me. Then maybe you would have nothing to say. I feel
like a complete fool. I dont know why did I agree to such a risky step
and started making documents and pay for everything. I scold myself
very much for this. It hurts me a lot and It s a shame that I was left
alone, that no one will help me, that everything was necessary only to
me.

I hoped that our meeting would change our lives, that we we can create
a family that we will be happy together. But it was all a myth, a
dream of a stupid and naive girl who was forgotten that day when she
was in trouble ... According to my plans, I had to overcome all
expenses and arrive in your country for your own money. But all this I
had to do it in a very short time, because my vacation limited.
Theoretically, I had money earned and the clinic should had to pay
them to me. Recently, the clinic is very often delayed payments
because, due to the crisis, the budget could not cope with costs. I
should have been paid two months, so I I counted on this money. Before
I start making documents, I I went to the accounting department of the
clinic. I explained the situation to them and said that I urgently
need money.

They gave me an advance and said that the rest of the money is budget
will list by the twentieth of February. I carefully planned everything
and hoped that closer to the twentieth of February I will have the
rest of the money in order to pay for the ticket. But when it was time
to buy tickets, I went to the clinic. I was told that the money has
not been transferred, what needs to be expected. I told them that I I
don’t want to work in such a structure where they cannot pay wages
fee. They said that the crisis had a big impact on the economy, that
Now no one is holding anyone, which is now very difficult to find a
job etc . After this conversation, I tried to find any solution to the
problem . I hoped that my precious things will be well appreciated and
they will give me enough money to buy tickets.

But during the crisis, pawnshops greatly reduced interest on payments.
A lot of people are expensive dear due to the fact that they do not
have money. Pawnshops take advantage of this and give little money for
jewelry ... After I decided to turn to colleagues, friends, but no one
could help me . So I decided to contact you, but you criticized me. It
hurts me a lot, I’m very upset. God to you referee . The sheriff of
fate himself will judge us. Now I m not counting on anything .
Hello xxx,

How are you? ,you still haven’t sent me new photo of you and
I’m wondering why? In next letter from you nevertheless I wish to see
your photos , ok?


I’m very glad that you decided to continue our communication.Now I
work,and write the letter to you. I was thinking of what I
can write more about me.But I did not write to you about my family.I
think that you should know about it. I was born in Lviv city, Ukraine.
My city is located in 550 kilometers from Kyiv to the westwards.. I
live here. I do not remember my father because he did not
live with us.I was grown only by my mother.We were the best
friends.But my mum had a cancer of a stomach, and she has died in
2007.Year was horrendous for me.It was awful and incredible.I could
not understand it for long time.I was empty.Even now I remember my mum
very much frequently.You know,that I had very happy childhood. Only
then, several years I started to understand,that she felt, because I
had no father with me. But I have received news from other people,
that it was no mistake of my mother.My father (I cannot name his
"daddy") never loved my mum. He has left her lonely,because my mum was
the pregnant woman. It was very difficult for her to bring up me. Buy
to me of a dress and toy.We lived only her little earnings.But we
never complained of our life - we have solved all problems together.My
mum always spoke me, I should marry the person which I shall real
love.I hope you understand,that memory of my mum very important for
me.

After death of my mum I feel very much lonely,because I have no native
sisters and brothers. but I have my best friend Natalya and
Yuliya.oooh I will send you a photo.They are remarkable girl.We can
name us sisters because we are friends more than 15 years,and we help
each other.Do you have a best friend?I want to tell you about my
hobbies.Summer for entertainment I work in my small garden.I raise
flowers.Roses,orchids,tulips,an aster.Do you have any favorite
hobbies?I can describe my individuality as sunny,active, open-hearted
sincere person with stable moral standards. I want to know
you much better because you are attracting me in what you say. How
much time are you in search of women?What do you think of my
character? Do you like my personality.What you do not like in
me?Yours, Anastasia .
Hello xxx how are you? How is your health dear? You can t
imagine what a pleasure for me was to recieve letters from you.As if
I m living only for your letters. I must say that I enjoy your
letters.I m looking forward to learn you better.xxx I d like to
assure you that you can always count on my attention, understanding
and encouragement - Main thing for me is how
honest,thoughtful,colourful and interesting are your thoughts,words
and answers to me and I m glad that we continue our correspondence.I
wait your letter.xxx hope to hear from you soon,Anastasia .
Hello xxx ,how are doing today? How is your health?Hope this
letter will find you in high mood.Wonderful things that make my day
and raise my mood from the idea that there is such a nice noble man
even on the other side of the world, who appreciate me and look with
favour on me.Today I had very intensive day.I have shopping,
washing,cooking,cleaning,and work to do so have a full day.What did
you do?Hope to hear from you soon,Anastasia .
xxx I haven t recieved any sign of attention and any reaction
from you to my previous letter.I m becoming to really worry about
this...What s wrong?Have you received that?Please explain me the
reason of your silence.I cannot present my day without your letters.
You have changed my life. Ok!? How was your day????? Sincerely and
truly believing in you with love,Anastasia .
Hello xxx.

What s up? how is your mood? I m in a very good mood :) :) :) , today
I had a very busy day after the weekend . During the day I had a lot
of time to do different things. In the morning I went to the store. I
bought groceries, cooked a very delicious breakfast. How are you going
to spend this day ??? I would be interested in what you want to do in
your days. I hope to get an answer from you in the next letter. I will
end my letter with this. Now I need to take a walk and go to the gym.
Here s a good one I have today day. I wish you a good mood, my friend.
I hope to hear from you soon, Anastasia .
My dear xxx I understand that sometimes you can be busy. But I
would like you to write this little letter! It is important to me ! It
really isn t hard and will only take ten minutes of your time. time.
Please write more specifics in your next letter - I will look forward
to it with great looking forward to it...Anastasia .
Hello xxx how are you? How is your health dear? You can t
imagine what a pleasure for me was to recieve letters from you.As if
I m living only for your letters. I must say that I enjoy your
letters.I m looking forward to learn you better.xxx I d like to
assure you that you can always count on my attention, understanding
and encouragement - Main thing for me is how
honest,thoughtful,colourful and interesting are your thoughts,words
and answers to me and I m glad that we continue our correspondence.I
wait your letter.xxx hope to hear from you soon,Anastasia .
Honey xxx, how s your health? What s new with you? Darling, you
didn t answer to my letter. I think you ve been very busy. Darling,
you can t imagine how important it is to me right now to acknowledge
your sympathy, your your understanding, your support... your touching
words are very important to me now... very important to me now... I
really like communicating with you and I hope we will communicate with
you in the future . I miss your letters very much. I will wait for an
answer . Your Anastasia .
Hello xxx , dear how are you?How is your health? Where are you
now? What is going on in your life? Your last letter was days ago. You
make me sad letting me without any news from you and any attention and
any specifics. I m worry when I can t receive letter from you dear -
NEVER,remember this - NEVER,do not leave me without any news. Your
devoted,Anastasia .
Hello xxx,how are doing today? How is your health?Hope this
letter will find you in high mood.Wonderful things that make my day
and raise my mood from the idea that there is such a nice noble man
even on the other side of the world, who appreciate me and look with
favour on me.Today I had very intensive day.I have shopping,
washing,cooking,cleaning,and work to do so have a full day.What did
you do?Hope to hear from you soon,Anastasia .
Hello my dear xxx!


I was waiting for your answer for whole day. Who know maybe something
bad happened to you or you don’t want to think me anymore, or even you
don’t remember me.There are only sad dark thoughts in my mind now and
bad presentiments.xxx,please disperse this bad feelings and
thoughts,please come back to me! I m waiting for any sign of your
attention.I depend on you and I need your lovely tender
attention.understand that this silence and misunderstanding won’t lead
to anything good. Don’t leave me as I’m very attached to you and I
like our communication and I’d like to move it forward because you are
attracting me very much.Your woman,Anastasia .
Dear xxx how is your health dear?I hope everything is well with
you?!I think dear,you didn t have time to answer?I understand that you
can be occupied.I hope that you write to me very soon,because without
your attention and letters my life seems boring.You help me to be such
happy Each day,each hour,each minute I think of you. Wishing you very
good day.I hope to hear from you soon,Anastasia .
Darling xxx how are you?How is your health?How is your mood?I
hope everything is well with you?!My dearest xxx I understand
that sometimes you can be occupied. But I would like that you wrote
the small letter when you are much occupied.It really not difficult
and occupies only 10 minutes of your time.Have a nice mood. Wishing
you very good day. I m sending you my air kiss.Your woman,Anastasia .
Dear xxx how is your health dear?I hope everything is well with you?!I
think dear,you didn t have time to answer?I understand that you can be
occupied.I hope that you write to me very soon,because without your
attention and letters my life seems boring.You help me to be such
happy Each day,each hour,each minute I think of you. Wishing you very
good day.I hope to hear from you soon,Anastasia .

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