Der Vorgang 19725
vlka.sunny7264@hotmail.com
Viktoriya
Der erste Kontakt 19725
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| Hello xxx,how are you doing? How is your mood? Each your letter
makes my soul and mood be in high spirits,as if your words have mysterious magic force and they draw to themselves by the immeasurable force. I d like to return to our correspondence.How was your day?????? I hope that you write to me very soon because without your letters my life seems boring.I shall look forward to hearing from you.Viktoriia. |
| Hi xxx,
How are you? What is the weather like today in your country? I hope all is well. Today I have had a difficult day, but now i m free and I can spend my time writing you. I m sorry for my previous letter. It was sad. I did not want to make you disappointed. I hope you did not get offended to my story about the mother.xxx, yes I really love animals and dogs as well. Only you can I fully trust! I can't wait for you to send me your photos! Why don t you send me a photo ?! I really miss them! Please do not ignore my wishes and send me your photos in the next letter! I will wait for them! Well, I m in a good mood and I want to tell you about my hobbies. I like listening to different music. It depends on my mood and feelings. I like Russian composers such as Dunaevskiy and Chajkovsky. But I also like listening to Mozart and bach. I think they are great composers and no body will surpass them. I like Joe Satriane as well. I suppose he is a magnificent guitar player. I hope you agree with me. I like the group “Dire Straitsâ€� very much. I like “Pink Floydâ€�. They are not similar to any others. There are a great number of popular musicians abroad. But I remember Russians as well. May be you heard about the Russian group "Spleen" or "Chaif." But I think the most famous Russian group abroad is “Gorky Parkâ€�. Probably you ve heard about it. They had a great success at the beginning of 90s. By the way I like going to the cinema very much. I like Russian directors such as Tarkovsky, Konchalovsky and Mihalkov. Now days a lot of foreign films are on the screen in Russia. Foreign cinema is widely spread in Russia. I like such old American films as Gladiator, Brave Heart. Mel Gibson is a good actor. I have some favourite shows. For example - "Wildlife" from BBC. They show the most beautiful views of nature and animals. I like to watch programs about nature and animals very mach. I also prefer to watch NBA games. They are fantastic shows. But unfortunately NBA games are not very often shown on Russian TV. Criminal programs have the biggest rating on TV, because here TV reporters tell about crimes occurring during a day or a week, they tell about leaders and authorities of criminal business in Russia, juvenile murderers and racists, addicts, maniacs, etc. You know the level of crimes is extremely high in Russia. The majority of our country like to watch these programs. But I hate to do it. I prefer to watch some musical and entertaining shows, and as a rule they are our Russian programs and of course they are not known to you. Now you think that I spend my time in front of the TV screen with my mouth full of popcorn and it takes me the whole day (smile.) But it s not true. Actually I watch TV very seldom, once in a blue moon. I have no time and forces to do it. My health is the most important thing for me. I do not boast. My health is really good, and I always try to be in a good form. I jag every morning, try to spend as much times as possible in the open air. I have no car and I take a bus or whatever I mean transport very seldom. I take cold - not shower. I have been living in the conditions of rather cold winters and damp autumn since my childhood. Such king of climate helps to toughen my health. I do not smoke and do not take alcoholic drinks. I prefer a healthy way of life and I m proud of it. Sewing and knitting are my hobbies if it s possible to say so. I also like to spend my free time gardening and gathering much rooms and berries. I love to ski and to skate in winter. I can speak about my hobbies for a long time. But I also want to say that I do not like some things. I do not like artful and envious people. I hate when somebody lies and deceives. I do not love cruelty and roughness. I m not interested in people, who prefer to spend their time drinking alcohol a lot. I also do not like bad untasty meal and cloudy days (smile.) I shall be glad, if you tell about you many various things for me. I want to know about you more and more. Because you my FRIEND. You agree? Friends always should know well each other. Your Viktoriia |
| Hello xxx,how are you?How is your health?Recieving your
letters,brings me glee and joy.You make checking my e-mails so much more enjoyable,an ear to ear smile appears on my face when I see your name in my inbox.We are both not alone,we have each other,when we feel down or lonely,we only have to think of each other and the whole world seems such a better place.My thoughts are about you.Hope to hear from you soon,Viktoriia. |
| Hello xxx,How are doing today? How is your health?Hope this
letter will find you in high mood.Wonderful things that make my day and raise my mood from the idea that there is such a nice noble man even on the other side of the world, who appreciate me and look with favour on me.Today I had very intensive day.I have shopping, washing,cooking,cleaning,and work to do so have a full day.What did you do?Hope to hear from you soon, Viktoriia. |
| Hi my xxx!
The day is wonderful today and I'm in high spirits and how are you? I hope all is well. Where are your pictures ?? What a pity you didn t send me any photos! My mood became a little sad! Do you have any photogravings? Maybe you can take a photo for me and send it to me. I expect a photo from you in every letter! I will wait for a photo in the next letter from you! Yesterday I was in a bad mood. It was Rain all day long. I've already told you that I live in my own house. It's very beautiful and comfortable, but it's too old. Waterpipe and heat conductor are very old too and that's why there are some holes in it. I'm disappointed that during the bad weather there was a failure. Waterpipe and heat conductor are damaged also I have no drinking water, I cannot wash, I cannot cook food, also in my house became very cold, I cannot sleep because of a cold. I asked a specialist's help, and he tried to repair some parts of the pipes for many times but it didn't help, because it's necessary to repair the whole pipes, I have to change the pipes. And yesterday I come to the conclusion that I have to do it as soon as possible. More than it at this moment it's necessary. My girlfriend Marina promised me to help. She always help me. I'm very glad to have such a girlfriend. She is very close to me and we often spend time together. By the way I told her about you ans she is happy that we write letters to each other. Marina says that I need a man who will help me and who will really love me. You know I really feel lonely very often but I believe in god luck. I believe in God, he always helps. I don't remember if I told you or not about my dog. Its name is Buddy. He the boy. To him 2 years. It is very handsome. I like to play with it, I like to feed it, so I like to take care of it. Buddy is very tender, and it loves me too. Every evening it meets me near the house. You will laugh at me, but I must be sure that somebody or something waits for me in the house, no matter if it's just my dog. I hope you do. I heard if a person has a pet in a house and if he takes a good care of it the person is a very good house keeper. I belive it. Marina has a dog at home too, and our dog like to play together. But sometimes dog fight. I'm sorry that I pay too much attention to it in my letters and may be you are not interested in it at all, but I want to tell you about the dearest living being in my life. In weekend I was in a cinema. Because this session began late. I and Marina looked “Atomic Blondeâ€�. This very entertainment american movie. I like this movie. Marina was delight also. After arrival from cinema I to cook my favorite a dish - Pierogi. I made it with jam a gooseberry. Very tasty. It s a pity, that I cannot treat you. Probably during week I will prepare for future house and pipes repair. I'll look for people who will help me with it. I imagine my house and pipes after repair. It will be very cosy and nice, if everything will go well. I'm sorry, probably my letter is sad but I think you'll be interested in thoughts and feelings. Tell me, if something will be interesting for you. I'll tell you it in detail. With best regards. Viktoriia.... |
| Hi my dear xxx!
Thank you very much for your letter. It brightens my day! I hope that you have the same feeling when you receive mine. And of course, I enjoy our correspondence and I am serious. I consider you to be my friend, I think that you understand me in lots of things and it s easy for me to talk to you on many topics. You can ask me any questions you want. I think that this is very important for the relationship, if both of the partners want the relationship to grow. Trust is also very important, no relationship can be strong without it. Thank you for being honest with me and from my side I can say that I will be honest with you also. I think we should try to tell each other as much as we can. I would like to know you better from inside, because you seem very interesting to me, so I have a question for you: What qualities do you appreciate in people the most? In my opinion, honesty, faithfulness, kindness, sincere and understanding are very important in people. I also think that in every relationship trust plays the main role. That s why I think that 100 trust should be between man and woman, they should be able to say every single thing to each other, share all their joys and sorrows. If they have a problem they should try to find a solvation together. What do you think? What is your opinion? And feel free to ask me anything, I ll answer you with great pleasure. I will be looking forward to your letter!!!! Sincerely, Viktoriia..... |
| Hello xxx, how are you? I never had a lot of real happiness in
my life.But now I m happy because I write to you.I shall never forget you and I hope that you will not forget me too because now I cannot without your letters.You help me to be such happy.How is your health dear? What have you done today?I hope that you write to me very soon because without your letters,my life seems boring.I shall look forward to hearing from you.Viktoriia. |
| Hi my dear xxx!!
Thank you very much for your letter and your tender words and care. You are so sweet to me, it is so pleasant for me to read your letters, when I close my eyes I can see you saying this to me, it makes me feel very good. Even though we are far from each other in reality, in my dreams we are together, we are walking together at some nice place in the nature holding hands and saying tender and warm words to each other. I feel that you are very special to me, I need to read your letters like I need air or water for living. I couldn t even think that something like that could happen to me. Thank you that you are. You know, xxx, I don t think that the outside beauty is the most important thing, you can be beautiful for some time, even the most beautiful, but in some years this beauty will go away, there will be other people who are going to be looking better. I think that the real beauty is inside your soul, that what stays forever. The person should be beautiful from inside, in my opinion. Don t you agree with me? xxx, I see in you the person who I can talk easily with, who is interesting for me, the one who is making me want to know you more and more. I would like to know your soul, I would like to know everything about you. I see that you are not playing with me or joking around, many of our thoughts are the same, our values are very close and we are looking for the same things, we both are looking for the special one. I see that I can establish the emotional connection with you, I can talk to you on any topic, it s very easy for me, it seems like I know you for a long time. I like your thoughts about life and relationships between man and woman. By your letters I can say that you are a decent man with serious intentions. I like that in you. I think that we are even a little bit alike in that. I am also serious about our correspondence. I like to read your letters and I think that I will really like to talk to you in person, you seem to be an intelligent and well educated person. I hope that some time we are going to meet. OK, xxx, I am finishing my letter now and I hope that you are having a great day! I am thinking about you and I am really happy that we ve met! This thought makes me smile. Hope to hear from you soon! With hugs, Viktoriia... |
| Hello dear xxx,how are you doing? How is your health?How is
your mood?I wish you good Weekend,today i have shopping,washing,cooking, cleaning,and work to do so have a full day.xxx,i hope you have a great weekend and do lots of lovely nice things.I wait your letter.Hope to hear from you soon,Viktoriia. |
| Hello xxx,how is your health?How is your mood?I’m happy that my
letters give so much pleasure and tenderness to you.It’s honor for me.I always think of you no matter where and no matter what I do.I m very happy, I feel that our letters are very important for us both.I ve already got attached so much to you that I miss when I can t read your regular letter or can t answer to you.Your letter make my day and raise my mood from the idea that there is such a nice noble man.I hope that you write to me very soon because without your letters my life seems boring.I shall look forward to hearing from you.Have a nice mood,Viktoriia. |
| Hello my dear i miss you a lot.Disperse all of these terrible
strange stupid worries and fears of mine.Dear,please tell me that you are well.Please tell me that you think and waiting me.Please tell me that you think about me and will never forget.Try to understand me correctly,try to understand my feelings,my emotions,my belief,my awaiting,my inner world,my wishes,dreams and desires.I want to give you all my care,which is in my heart.How was your day?I look forward to your response.Your beloved woman,Viktoriia. |
| Hi my dear xxx,
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter. I am very happy that I ve got acquainted with you. We started our correspondence not long time ago, but I like your letters so much, it seems to me like I know you for a long time, your thoughts are so close to mine. I hope that in the future we will become very good friends or even more. You know, xxx, I was thinking a lot about my future life and I think that I would like to move to another country to live, there are few reasons for that. I can tell you why. First of all I should say that I want stability in my life. I think that it’s very hard to get this here in Russia. There are several reasons for that. I don’t have anything against Russia. Russia is a wonderful country, that’s my Motherland and I love it, but the economical situation here is very bad, you can’t be sure in the next day, but I am thinking about my future. Sometime in the nearest future I am going to have a family and children and I want my future children to be safe, I want them to have everything they want. In my opinion, this is very important. What is your opinion? And there is a second reason for my intention to move to live to another country. I would like to find my soul mate, the person I can trust completely, the person who is going to be near me all the time, love me and take care of me. Russian men have lots of bad habbits, they drink a lot. My dad used to drink a lot. It gave my mom much pain. I don’t want this to happen to me. So, I think now you understand why I would like to move somewhere from Russia. I would really like to have a good and strong family based on good emotional connection first of all and understanding and surely love. I think that these things are the most important. I would like to have my second half near me to feel that I am safe, that I am loved and that I have a person near me whom I can give all my tenderness and care that is inside of me. I do have a lot to give, but for right now there is no one special whom I can give it to and I don t want to waste it just for someone, I want to meet my only one, my special one. I am thinking a lot about you, and I would like to hear from you soon. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your fast reply! With warm hugs, Viktoriia... |
| Hello Dear xxx!How is your health? How is your mood?How are you
doing?!I m very happy for what I write to you every day.I think I have a habit to read your letter,and write the answer.I d like to say that I thank the destiny that it has given me an opportunity to acquaint with you.Each your letter makes my soul and mood be in high spirits, as if your words have mysterious magic force and they draw to themselves by the immeasurable force.I do not know how to thank you for everything.You have changed my life.I m so happy.What are your plans for Wekend?xxx,i hope you have a great weekend and do lots of lovely nice things.Wishing you very good day and hope to hear from you soon.Tenderly,Viktoriia. |
| Hello my dear xxx,precious how are you?How is your
health?Disperse all of these terrible strange stupid worries and fears of mine,about you.Dear,please tell me that you are well.Please tell me that you love and think about me.Dearest tell me,that you think about me and never forget..Your woman,Viktoriia. |
| Darling xxx how is your health? You re always on my thoughts.I
think about you and miss you.How do you feel yourself my dear???Where are you now? What is going on in your life? Your last letter was some days ago. Is there free space in your head for me? I have many questions because of long silence in our correspondence but your reply will throw away all questions and will show my your love and devotion to me, just write me a few words xxx. Dear xxx,I’m really going crazy without your attention, without your letters,without your care. Sincerely and truly believing in you with love,Viktoriia. |
| Hello xxx, I was waiting for your answer for whole day. Who
know maybe something bad happened to you or you don’t want to think me anymore, or even you don’t remember me.There are only sad dark thoughts in my mind now and bad presentiments.xxx,please disperse this bad feelings and thoughts,please come back to me! I m waiting for any sign of your attention.I depend on you and I need your lovely tender attention.understand that this silence and misunderstanding won’t lead to anything good. Don’t leave me as I’m very attached to you and I like our communication and I’d like to move it forward because you are attracting me very much.Your woman,Viktoriia. |
| Hello my dearest xxx, I missed you so much. I cannot live
without contact from you xxx.You are all I think about and I too thank the lord for having us find each other. You are the greatest. Today I waited your romantic letter. But I hope to receive your letter soon. I wish you to spend this weekend very well. I will be thinking of you my love! Your love and care warms me and protects me!!! With great and everlasting gratitude. Your woman, Viktoriia. |
| Hello my dear xxx!
Dear xxx,is everything is all right with you?I’m worried about you.Please write me very soon and calm me down.I hope you are doing well and you have success in all.You can always count on my moral support for now and when I’ll be near you I’ll support you.xxx write me few words – just one word and I’ll be happy.xxx please don t judge me strictly but I m waiting for any sign of your attention everyday.I feel ok except grow disquietude about some opened question between us.Keep smiling and be positive always!Your woman,Viktoriia. |
| Hello my dear xxx,I can t believe that again you did not write
me. Dear xxx,I think if we cherish each other on such level as we cherish each other. What is going on in your life?Do you miss me? I miss you a lot.You make me sad letting me without any news from you and any attention and any specifics.Isn t it difficult for you to explain me the reason?But I would like that you wrote the small letter when you are much occupied ok.It really not difficult and occupies only 10 minutes of your time.My dear xxx,anyway independently of your decision I think you and value for your encouragement, care and great love!!!Thank you my dearest xxx...Woman who entirely devoted to you,Viktoriia!!!!!!! |
| Hi my xxx!!
I m very glad that you have written to me. I need your letters more and more often. They make me happy. Now If you do not object, I would like to tell to you about my family. My mum had no sisters and brothers. Therefore I ve no cousins. To me it s sometimes very lonely. But I m glad, that I have Marina and Natalya. I was determined with work in clinic! I’m the children s therapist. I shall soon have holidays, I shall work as the senior therapist. Hope, that you is glad for me because the senior therapist is my favourite trade. Today I have been late for work. When I woke up in the morning, my neighbour came to me. She is an old woman and she is a very good and king woman. We address each other when we need something. Today she came to me because she had a problem. The door to her house has been broken and she couldn’t close it. She lives alone as well, her husband died 5 years ago and now nobody is ready to help her. So, I went to have a look at the door. We tried to repair it but we could do nothing. I am a bad carpenter (smile). As it turned out something was wrong with a lock, it was necessary to ask a specialist’s help. Nina (this is my neighbour’s name) was very disappointed, what we could do, we are women, and it was clear that a specialist’s help was necessary. I tried to calm down my neighbour because she doesn’t feel well and it’s very dangerous for her to be nervous. She had to be hospitalized, but she refused to do it and now she has to take injections every day. I promised to ask for a carpenter. In our clinic there is a man, who is responsible for repair, if something is wrong with the clinic. He drinks alcohol a lot, but he has “golden hands� (in Russia it means that a person with “golden hands� can do all the things very good) I want to ask him to help my neighbour with her door. I want, that he attempt to repair my roof. I do not know whether he will agree. I shall hope for his help. I can’t find him now but as soon as I see him I’ll ask. It is very important to help old people. More than it our government doesn t treat old people well. Pensions are tiny. They don’t get any social aid. Our medicine is not free of charge. Old people have to spend all the money on medicines. Of course it is not good, it’s unfair, unjust. But the economic situation in Russia is not highly developed. Well I am not interested in politics but the question about social aid is very important for me . I do not remember I wrote to you about my diploma? I have the diploma the Europe-standard. This diploma entitles to work as the doctor in your country. Your Viktoriia |
| Hello xxx I love you my lovely man! I can t imagine myself
without you. I become lonely and sad then, you fulfill my life with sense, give me peace, and help to forget about everything, give me only pleasant minutes of happiness. I wish you good weekend. I ll do everything you feel happy with me! I with impatience expect your letter. With great and everlasting gratitude,Viktoriia. |
| Hello xxx how are you doing?To tell the truth how I m react
calm at your sudden disappearance how? xxx,Once and again lovely xxx,i forgive you for this delay in your answer to me- I ask you to understand my feelings...Dear xxx how about you - how are you these days - is everything allright with you?Please answer to me - I need your warmth and love as never before...Please,forgive me if something is wrong. I would like that you wrote the small letter when you are much occupied.It really not difficult and occupies only 10 minutes of your time. Your devoted beloved,Viktoriia. |
| Hi my xxx,
Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it as usual because your letters always put me in a good mood and make me smile. I am thinking a lot about you and I like to read from you. I am very glad that you understand me. You the unique person which to worry about me. You know, I need to tell you something. I think that friendship is very important in the relationships. Let me explain what I mean here. I think that passion and affection are very good, but two people that decide to be together need to know how deal with each other in everyday life. You know what I mean? And I think that friendship between them will help a lot. I would like to see a very good, I can say the best friend in my soul mate. I think that emotional connection is very important, so that two people will feel very comfortable with each other. How do you think? When I am reading your letters xxx, I feel that you are honest and sincere with me, you are telling me a lot about you, so I want to give you the same thing. You know, I have a dream. I would like to find a true love, a special person who is going to love and take care of me and I will do the same for him. I want our love to be forever. I think that when I meet that special one I will give him all of my tenderness, care and love. And what is your dream? What do you want the most from life? Please, tell me. It will be very interesting for me to know what you are thinking and dreaming about. You know xxx, I need to tell you something. I have never thought before that this is possible to find a very good friend, somebody special with the help of Internet. But now I can say that this happened to me, I’ve met you and it seems to me like I know you for a long time even though we exchanged only a few letters. Now I can say that there is a person in the world who understands me, my life position, whose dreams and intentions are close to mine. You should know that you are dear to my heart, I am always ready to listen, understand and try to help you if you need that. Ok, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your reply!!! I am thinking about you!!! With tender hugs and kisses Viktoriia |
| Hello xxx,my letter will be brief as I don’t know what to add.
xxx,how are you?Where are you now? What is going on in your life? Is there free space in your thought for me?xxx,please disperse this bad feelings and thoughts, please come back to me!Please tell me how you and your plans - what we are going to do? But you still didn’t answer to my last letter.Honey xxx,please come back to me and tell me all the specifics.Silence kills me.That’s all I have to say.Yours,Viktoriia. |
| Hello my darling xxx,
How are you? How is your health? Please write me back as soon as possible and disperse all of these terrible strange stupid worries and fears of mine.This letter is like my manifesto, the heartfelt cry,the voice of my soul!!!!!!My dear xxx i hope you are well…I depend on you and I need your lovely tender attention.I’m so alone,I don’t have anybody except you.Wondering will you write today or not,will you write tomorrow or not.xxx,please tell me how are you my dear xxx! I very hope to hear from you very soon,otherwise I’ll be very sad and sorrowful… Your beloved woman,Viktoriia. |
| Hello dear xxx,
I can rely only upon you now.xxx I m shocked how everything is turned out!!! You do not write me.You just forgot me.Our romance and our lyric met strong barriers, I hope on you too...And maybe you can suggest smth better? Please tell me how you and your plans - what we are going to do?You make me sad letting me without any news from you. xxx I ll keep this letter short because I want to receive your answer as soon as possible so hereto i will end my letter. Hope to see your reply very soon.Viktoriia. |
| Hello dear xxx,How are you my love? When I do not receive the
letter from you my heart Presses. Simply painfully. As though it is broken off on small parts. I so wish to approach, embrace, kiss you and more never not to release any more. I so much all have changed the mind... So much thoughts have had time to be run on my skin. I know on what I go, and is ready to pass with you both fire and water, both a hot scorching heat and torrential rains! Know, the darling that there is on this planet a person who loves you! And what happiness, that we could be together! I love you infinitely eternally!!!!! Remember it! Let s soon meet! Yours Viktoriia |
| Hello xxx,
How are you doing xxx?how is your mood xxx? My mood is very good :):):)I wish you good Wekend xxx,today i had very intensive day on this Weekend.I had much time to make different things during the day. In the morning I went to shop.I bought products has made very tasty breakfast.I was cleaning the house.Ok I ll wait for your letter. Hope to hear from you soon, Viktoriia. |
| Hi my xxx,
Now I m writing to your letter and I m happy. It s very pleasant that I have such the close person as you are. It s a pity that you are far from me. But I will hope that we will meet one day. I think we will be glad to see each other when we know each other better. Marina ask me about you every day. I say to her that I m constantly thinking about you. Earlier I didn t manage to find the carpenter. But today I have seen him in the morning and I asked him to repair the door in the Nina house. In the afternoon he came and said that he had done everything and changed the lock. I thanked him but he said: "Never mind" becouse he is always ready to help old people. My neighour came a little bit later and told me about the carpenter. It turned out that he refused to take money for his work. Nina tried to give him some money but he said that he would be offended if she didn t stop doing it. Nina said: "He has gone with nothing". By the way he and his college will repair my water pipes in the house. You know many people in Russia help other people and don t take money for it, if they know that the people have to money. I think it s the only good feature of character of the Russian people which roots go to the old far USSR. It s a pity that many Russian men became alcoholics. I remember that many-many years ago my mum and I had to make a fence around our house. But what could we do? mum and I? When my mother came to a shop to buy nails, three men asked her what for she needed nails. She told them and they began laughing, when learnt that a young lady and her little daughter wanted to do. They came to our house together with my mom and everything was ready in the evening. They repesed to teke money. The only thing we could do for them just to feed them with pancakes after their work. By the way since that time it is my favorite food. One of the man asked if the had something to paint the fence. My mum answered that she would buy paint a little bit leter. Bu the very next day in the morning the 2 men came and they brought their own paint and paited the fence. We wanted to pay them for it some money, but they refused. They said that the paint was left after the painting of their fence. Yesterday in the evening I was thinking of my about career and increase on a post in the clinic. I m happy that I can get my favorite job In any country. I should not study, because I have the diploma of doctor, medical business of the European standard. I don t know how to spend this month, I don t want to waste my time uselessy. I must think it over. Of course I will write letters to you. But it will take only the part of my day. What to do in the rest? I must find a decision. I hope, you are not sick and tired of my letter.But I want to tell you much. I think you are not against of it, because I suppose you are my closest the man of my heart . Don t forget to write letters to me. Your Viktoriia |
| Hi my xxx,
How are you? Today I ve the big desire to write to you. How are you doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about you all the time, you are very dear to me. xxx, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out of my window and my first thought was about you! :) I was laying in my bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the same for you. You know, I liked that thought :) Who knows, may be some day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that, hun? I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won t be offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I don t want to look for a husband in Russia. Let s begin since the very first day of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a the children s therapist s assistant. I was going home after my work but it began raining and I could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It was summer but never the less I didn t want to get wet and to take a cold. I was standing under the roof of the building waiting till the rain would stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go home in the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an umbrella. He saw that I couldn t go with an umbrella and offered me to take his one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would spend some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I asked how I would be able to return him the umbrella. He said his adress to me and his name. His name is Nikolay. It was not far from the clinic. I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the umbrella the next day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong man and asked the God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole night. I cursed myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was wet to the skin because of me. I didn t sleep a wink at night. The next day in the clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to finishing my work to give the umbrella back to Nikolay. I wanted to learn how he was. As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my working clother and left my work. Nikolay was standing at the door smiling. It turned out that he remembered the time when my work was over. He came to meet me. I asked about his health at once. He said that everything was all right. He didn t get too wet because he was running home. Then we walked for a long time. We talked a lot. My mum had died already and I was alone. He was the dearest and the closest man in the world for me at that time. He saw much of each other at time. But i didn t invite him my house I wanted to check him. Once we were invited to a Birthday party of his friend. I agreed to go to see his friends, as i wanted to know more about him. Nikolay didn t drink even champagne. I thought it was because of me, because I didn t drink as well. But his friends told me that Nikolay really didn t drink alcohol. I liked Nikolay. I think so did he. We became more than friends and he began to live in my house. First 2 months we were very happy, we were on the seveth heaven. But then he got a very good job. He became a truck driver. He made much money. But he began drinking alcohol. At first a little bit - then more and more. He didn t sleep at home at night. When he was drunk he began beating me. I tolerated, I beared it. I thought he change for the better, that he would the same he had been before. But nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him bitterly and left my house. He didn t came back 9 days. Our friends told me that they had seen Nikolay with other girls. I came to the conclusion that it was enough to bear it. When he came back he even wasn t sorry and didn t apologize. I don t think that he had forgotten that he had beaten me. I didn t say a word in the evening. I started the talk in the morning when he was sober. So I made him leave my house forever. He was shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in the frame where my mom and I were. I saad to him that I would call a police, well he had gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn t marry him. Don’t want such relations once again. Almost all Russian men drink alcohol alot that s why I don t want to have any relations with them. I suppose you understand me. I m sorry my letter is too long. But I wanted to show you what I am feeling. I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our communication will never stop. Marina has told to you "Hi". I have to finish me letter. Thanks that you write me. With all my heart, your Viktoriia P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today building expert have repaired my pipes on water supply and a heat supply. I am happy! Now I can not freeze in the winter. It is very little necessary for the lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) Мy pipes on water supply and a heat supply was repaired by the same carpenter who repaired Nina door. |
| Hello my dear xxx,
It was very pleasant for me to receive your letter as usual. I always think about you, I need you a lot, you are always in my thoughts. The first thing that I do when I I check my e-mail and hope to receive a letter from you. I like your letters very much, I feel how sincere and serious you are to me. I can’t express my feelings to you, but if we meet you’ll see everything in my eyes, my joy, my happiness. Honey, when I look at your photos I imagine our meeting, I would like you to know how much you mean to me, I am really happy that I’ve met you! We are far away from each other now, but I am sure that we need each other, I am sure that the fact that we’ve met was meant to be. Who knows, may be we are two halfs of one? ;) I can’t find words that can describe my feelings to you, you are making me the happiest woman in the world! I would like to thank you for your love and care, I know that you are serious and sincere with me, from my side I’ll try to do my best to make you happy. Because deep in my heart I feel that you are a very special man who is dear to my heart so much! My sunshine, you know, I’d like to tell you that you’ve changed my life a lot, you are always in my thoughts. I am sure that we’ve met because God helped us, this is His present for us. You know, I am already afraid to lose you, lose our special connection that we have for now, I don’t know how my life is going to be without you, I can’t imagine it now. You’ve brought me so much joy and happiness, I trust you completely! I opened my heart to you and I would really like our relationships to be forever like it is now, like we are in the wonderful sweet dream! I am finishing my letter to you now and I am waiting for your reply now! With hugs, Viktoriia |
| Hello dear xxx Oh my dear,you know,when i read yours letters,i
automatically bosom it as if it s you are so close to me and I can touch,feel you.Thank you very very very much that you are ready to support me and you gives me the sense of life.My precious I ve already so tired today.I had very intensive day on this Weekend.I wish you good Weekend.Thoughts about you rescues me and I love you and will think about you always. Your woman,Viktoriia. |